May 06 2013

Off to the races.

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I restarted Couch to 5K (C25K) today. I haven’t run since before I started my IVF cycle. The running part went fine, but I need to streamline my leaving the house routine. We were so late getting out the door that by the time I got to the rail-trail it was The Boy’s nap time. But he was really cheery throughout the run, only starting to fuss a little on the cooldown. Sadly, he fell asleep on the drive home and is currently up in his crib proving to me once again that 10 minutes in the car sleeping negates his ability to take a real nap. I should have just driven around for at least 30 minutes and let him sleep, but I wanted a shower. No shower for me, I guess.

The only thing I have to say about running again is that not only do I need a better sports bra, but I also seem to need some sports underwear. There is some unpleasant jiggling happening that I really hope this running will help fix.

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Apr 21 2013

Goodbye house.

I get really attached to material things and places. There are several houses I’ve lived in that I probably would buy and live in again, except then I’d have to leave my own home, where we’ve been making a lot of memories. It’s one of those can’t win situations – if I go back to one of my other homes, then this home becomes one of those places that I miss and long to re-posses.

Today, we said good-bye to Grandma’s house. It will go to a new family on Wednesday. We stopped over to look it over one last time. The rooms were all empty. The garage still had Grandma’s car in it, but Grandpa’s work bench was stripped and bare. I wandered through the rooms, and went upstairs to the two rooms that had, at different times, been my bedrooms. I touched the walls and whispered good-bye to the house.  I asked it not to forget me and to be good to the people who were coming next.

It was not the way I wanted to spend my 35th birthday, closing that chapter of my life, but we don’t get to choose our times and seasons.

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Feb 24 2013

Little Things

Published by under Parenting,The Boy

The Boy does this thing, when he’s frustrated. He goes “nuh nuh nuh NUH nuh nuh!” and he sounds like a motorcycle engine. And he bounces up and down. As a matter of fact, when we pick him up, he kicks his legs up and down every time. It’s like he’s limbering up for the leaping he’s going to have to do.

He’s been really crabby for the past several days. I guess he’s probably going to have a tooth explosion soon, because he’s normally a very good-natured boy. But it’s not a constant state of nasty mood. He’s pretty sweet sometimes. Today he put his face out to me twice in such a way that I knew he wanted kisses. He’s not usually very generous with hugs and kisses, so that was a big deal.

Photo: Taking a walk outside in the snow.

Taking a walk in the snow

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Feb 16 2013

One year.

Published by under Parenting,The Boy

Guess who is one year old today?

Happy birthday to my big little man! I love you so much!

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Dec 21 2012

Holiday Annoyances (half-assed)

Published by under Holiday Magic

You guys, I have no less than THREE half-written entries on my desktop. I write a bunch and intend to go back to it later, and I never do. So I’m putting this one up, even though I wasn’t done with it. Asher’s doing great – he has four teeth, he’s starting to walk a little bit, he’s eating lots of food. I have holiday pictures that I will try to remember to post. Merry Christmas!

The post office, after a run of doing very well which lulled me into a false sense of security, has lost my Christmas cards. The delivery status says “Delivered”, but the cards are emphatically not here, so…yeah. I called up to the post office and very diplomatically asked if they were perhaps holding a package for me for some reason. The guy I talked to got all my info and said he’d look into it. Ten minutes later, my mail carrier was standing at my door, acting like I had hidden my Christmas cards on purpose to get her into trouble. Geez, that guy must have ripped her a new one! I mean, not that she didn’t deserve it, because this problem isn’t exactly new, but I really didn’t expect the post office to send me my carrier for punishment. I think the best excuse she offered was “Well, maybe they are still out in the system somewhere.” I just looked at her and said “The status is marked ‘Delivered’. Does the post office often mark things as delivered if they are still in transit?” She had to admit that no, the post office does not do that, because that would negate the whole point of tracking a package. Anyway, she said she’d go check “with those other people” (meaning the family with a similar name and house number who live a mile away) and try to find out what she could, but I’m trying to resign myself to the fact that the first Christmas cards I ordered that included The Boy have been lost and there is no time to get more made. I’m really, really sad about this.

It’s hard to hold back on giving The Boy his Christmas presents, because I feel like he will enjoy his new toys and he doesn’t understand about Christmas yet, anyway. He’s only 10 months old. If it’s already this hard to wait to give him presents, I’m pretty sure the years when he’s really, really excited about Christmas are going to be torture.

I’ve been baking quite a lot for the first time in years, and it’s because we’ve decided to stay home on Christmas morning and afternoon. The evening will be spent at the in-laws’, as usual. Normally, we’d be going to Grandma’s on Christmas Day, but…Grandma’s gone. Also, The Man and I decided long ago that any children we had wouldn’t be rushed out of the house on Christmas to run all over Creation. This is not an annoyance, except I just realized I’ve been putting all of my preparatory emphasis on treats and not enough on having actual food in the house, so I need to start thinking about that, as well.

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