Oct 16 2002

I need to go back to school

Published by at 12:47 am under Education

That is basically the main thought running through my mind. I need to go back to school and get my degree in small business administration so that I can, ya know. . . start a business! I know what I want to do, and I know it will take a lot of work, but I also know that without some education in how to manage and do accounting and some basic marketing stuff I will FAIL FAIL FAIL. And that would be too bad. So. I am hoping beyond hope that we can do Christmas, get married, get some bills paid off, and I can go back to school. I need to look into grants and stuff like that, although I shy away from student loans because of the horror stories I have heard.

The more I think about what I really want to do with my life the less I want to be doing the job that I am doing. I don’t feel like I’m really making much of a difference here, in any sense. But to do my “dream job” I will need lots of money, some land, help, and luck. But most of all, I will need my education.

I could just kick myself in the shins (that would be a feat) for not just going to school over the past few years — even just taking one class a semester! Think how much closer I would be to my goal! And I screwed it up! God, sometimes I am a freakin’ moron, you know?

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